Why is it so hard to get clothes in small sizes?

I was in Kingston today with Tina. Had a really nice day, shopping and went for a pint and some salad later on. I realised again that every time when the sale is on, there's nothing left that I like in my size. I just don't understand why it is so hard to get something in a size 6. Some shops don't even bother to make clothes in this size like for example oasis etc I don't think that's such an unusual size :S I remebmber when I lived in Germany it was even worse. The only shop with fashionable clothes there is H&M. But even the size Small there is like a size 8 in the UK. So I had to wear too big clothes for almost all my life! You can't even get my bra size in Germany unless you order in a catalogue. I said it to my sister as a joke that H&M just makes fashion for fatties :S I mean I can't buy any hot pants from there as they are all too big. Another thing with H&M and Germany is that if you listen to indie music, this is the only shop you buy your clothes from, means you can recognize people even in England that they are German because they are wearing the clothes you had to buy when you lived there. I'm so happy to be in London, I can't imagine going back to the tiny selection of clothes that the Germans have and I never buy from H&M anymore as I know all German people wear it haha...anyway I think I'm kind of drunk. I just went to the shop for Tina to get some wine and fags and wine makes me drunk quite quickly...

Alex went to Global Gathering with his best friend today and I miss him sooo much already. He has only been away since the morning but it's terrible :( I just wish I could be with him 24/7! I must sound like a stalker haha but the most important is that he is happy and has a good time.

I'm off back drinking again. Good Night xxx